Couple of days late
February marked a year since I was diagnosed with autistic spectrum disorder, this has changed my life so much in itself. I thought everything would get better because I would understand who I was, but how wrong was I. Im still on my journey in understanding my autism and what works for me, even a year later.
February marked a year since I last self harmed. Even though its been a year since I last self harmed I still fight urges every single day, I dont mean small urges but pretty bad ones. Ive nearly relapsed more times than I can remember, or want to remember. Im still trying my hardest to get past self harming but its not really going my way.
Im still fighting depression, its been many years now and its still as hard as ever, Ive recently gone through a good patch with having more better days, but recently its getting bad again.
One day I hope to be better, maybe im still going to have to wait a couple more months or years but im still fighting hard to get there.